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Is this how Marilyn Monroe feels?

Is this how Marilyn Monroe feels?

So confused. So someone help explain it?

Niall Horan says he don’t believe in sex before marriage. And yet he ain’t a virgin :p

I spent all this time building a relationship. Then one night I left the window open and it started to rust.
‎”I will be the one to leave you.” ——-You whispered it to me as a warning. Fifth date? Sixth date? I was sure in my heart that you were wrong. I was sure I’d be the one to kill it. But I kept that belief to myself.
There has to be a moment at the beginning when you wonder whether you’re in love with the person or in love with the feeling of love itself. If the moment doesn’t pass, that’s it-you’re done. And if the moment /does/ pass, it never goes that far. It stands in the distance, readery for whenever you want it back. Sometimes it’s even there when you thought you were searching for something else, like ane scape route, or your lover’s face.
My faithfulness was as unthinkable as your lapse. Of all the things I thought would go wrong, I never thought it would be that. ”It was a mistake.” you said. But the cruel thing was, it felt like the mistake was mine, for trusting you.
Love is one kind of abstraction. And then there are those nights when I sleep alone, when I curl into a pillow that isn’t you, when I hear the tiptoe sounds that aren’t yours. It’s not as if I can conjure you there completely. I must embrace the idea of you instead.
I’m straight but i want this?

I’m straight but i want this?